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03:17I don't know, um, I know my son did drugs on occasion, but I never saw steroids.
03:32You haven't mentioned if there was evidence he was harmed.
03:52That boy, Clay Jensen, you'll talk to him again, I hope.
03:59Thank you, Sheriff.
04:00Okay.
04:02Keep your mind on the medicine.
04:04Yes, Mom.
04:06Keep your head down and leave this woman to her grief.
04:15Amara Josephine?
04:16Yes?
04:17They found blood on the ground.
04:20Oh, no.
04:21Upstairs.
04:23Someone hurt my son.
04:25Oh, dear God.
04:44They both know that's where this whole story begins and ends.
04:48With boys trying to be men, and everyone they hurt along the way.
04:55Everyone they hurt.
04:58Including their own damn selves.
05:05Fuck.
05:08Fuck!
05:10Ugh!
05:13Hey, Jess, uh, I'm...
05:16Jess only found Bryce's room.
05:21What the hell?
05:25Uh, it's, it's Jess, Jess, it's just, she lost an earring.
05:31Yeah, yeah.
05:31Justin, what the fuck?
05:37Uh, I...
05:38I'll call you back, okay?
05:40I thought you got rid of it last night.
05:44First guy didn't work out, okay?
05:45I will...
05:46I got it.
05:47You can't just leave it lying around.
05:49Just chill.
05:50I got it.
05:53They found his Range Rover and blood on the ground.
05:56They're calling it a homicide.
06:00Fuck.
06:01They found drugs and fingerprints.
06:05Drugs?
06:05What...
06:06What drugs?
06:08She didn't say, but they found fingerprints that weren't his.
06:11Okay, well...
06:15That's alright, right?
06:17It's a car.
06:18It's got a ton of fingerprints.
06:20He probably drove his Hillcrest friends around.
06:22Justin, my prints could be on it.
06:24Did you kill him?
06:26Of course not.
06:27Then don't worry about it.
06:34You don't want to know why my prints could be on it?
06:36No, I, I really don't.
06:54How are you feeling today, Dad?
06:57Mara Josephine says you've not much of an appetite.
07:00It's those West Indies spices she puts in everything.
07:04She's Kenyan, Dad.
07:06By way of the UK.
07:09I don't think she puts anything in your scrambled eggs.
07:13Where's the boy?
07:15He hasn't been in Susimi for days.
07:20He's...
07:22With friends.
07:24For a few days.
07:25Off drinking and causing trouble.
07:29Good for him.
07:32Boys need to blow off steam.
07:35You're too hard on the kid.
07:38Boys need their wild time.
07:41Yes, Dad.
07:44It's how they grow up to be men.
07:50Yes.
07:51I remember being young in this house.
07:55Raising holy hell.
07:58Give him room for Christ's sakes.
08:01Let him make his fucking mistakes.
08:03He's a boy.
08:05Yes, Dad.
08:07The new painkillers are for shit, by the way.
08:10If that doctor doesn't have a clue,
08:11God damn which doctor is all of them.
08:14There's no sign.
08:17You found steroids in the Range Rover in quantity.
08:21You thought drug deal gone bad.
08:25Makes sense.
08:26You know, you can't just do this.
08:28What about our First Amendment rights?
08:30Yeah, that would be the Fourth Amendment, Mr. De La Cruz.
08:34And the Supreme Court has established our school's right
08:36to function in loco parentis.
08:40Dempsey, what the hell?
08:41You got nothing to say about this?
08:42We talked about it in preseason.
08:44Liberty Tigers play clean.
08:45I say go ahead and search.
08:50Is this yours, Justin?
08:52Uh, yes, sir.
09:01Sheriff!
09:03Yeah.
09:08Say look.
09:10Quite a few of the guys at Liberty were using,
09:13it turns out.
09:15And you can draw a line from every one of them
09:17to Bryce Walker.
09:22Holiday!
09:24Yes, sir.
09:27Go and be son.
09:32One of those lines is brighter than the others.
09:35And I'll tell you why.
09:39Hey, Dad, what's up?
09:41Just doing some business, buddy.
09:43Nothing to worry about.
09:44Okay.
09:47Okay.
09:49Hey, do you guys know what's going on?
09:51They searched the football lockers this morning.
09:53Caught Luke with juice.
09:54Luke?
09:55You want to tell me where you got the steroids?
10:00How long you been juicing?
10:02Do you know if anyone else on the team is on steroids?
10:04No, sir.
10:05No, I didn't even know about Luke.
10:06Do you know of anyone else who might have been still talking to Bryce Walker?
10:12No, sir.
10:13You're gonna protest his funeral?
10:15I mean, Jess, come on.
10:16This is so fucked up.
10:17This wasn't me.
10:20You guys heads up if you have shit in your lockers.
10:22They're doing like a search.
10:23Yeah, they already did.
10:24The football team.
10:25No, my dad's still here.
10:26They'll do the whole school.
10:26I promise you.
10:27Well, I've got nothing to hide.
10:28Well, good for you.
10:32Why does he give a shit about a locker search?
10:34So you and Bryce,
10:36you weren't in touch.
10:39The homecoming was the first time I saw him since he left Liberty.
10:42So you didn't know he was dealing?
10:44I didn't.
10:45And you bought from Bryce Walker?
10:46No, sir.
10:47You didn't?
10:48Then who?
10:51Son, this is a murder investigation.
10:53If you didn't buy from the kid who was killed,
10:55I need to know who you got them from.
11:03Tim Pauzzi.
11:04He works at City Gym in the warehouse district.
11:09It's not just athletes, okay?
11:11Yeah, I've known kids,
11:12all kinds of kids that juice.
11:14It's...
11:14a body thing.
11:16What kids?
11:17Who?
11:19I mean...
11:21I can't think of any names...
11:24off the top of my head.
11:26in inspectors,
11:27In there,
11:32they need to run out for pictures.
11:37I just listened to them,
11:39that's what we're getting close to it.
11:42The other thing is that he's got him.
11:43That 120 students didn't have a decoy часов,
11:44was the second day she lives.
11:44They on the list.
11:55I don't believe it.
11:56Not Alex.
12:04Testosterone...
12:05Sipionate...
12:06Steroids.
12:07Bryce was dealing them.
12:09Why would Bryce deal?
12:11He didn't need the money.
12:12Maybe it was about control.
12:14Anyone who bought from him, he had a hand on them.
12:17But Alex, he's a mellow guy.
12:19But Alex is mellow.
12:28They're searching lockers today.
12:30Good. Find a lot of those.
12:33Wait, they told me that you wanted to do this.
12:35We don't need her permission. The group decided.
12:37The group did not decide, you decided.
12:39You just want to piss people off.
12:41Yes, I fucking do.
12:43People should be pissed off.
12:44This doesn't end just because they put a fucking rapist in the ground.
12:47My rapist. My rapist, okay?
12:49And I say we can't do this. We can't be this.
12:53Because you want to protect your rapist and that's messed up.
12:56No, because there's human decency.
13:01I think I understand.
13:04You're still a victim.
13:07Well, you'll know where to find the survivors on Sunday.
13:16This is fucked up.
13:18This is like an invasion of privacy.
13:21He got it out of a garbage can.
13:23Fuck Justin!
13:24He's gonna rap people out about drugs.
13:26Really?
13:27Are you...
13:29Are you okay?
13:30Are you?
13:31Are you okay?
13:32Ani, are you?
13:34Fuck you guys!
13:41Alex?
13:43Just don't tell my dad, okay?
13:46Is it about Bryce?
13:48No.
13:49I didn't buy from Bryce.
13:52Luke hooked me up with a guy.
13:56But why?
13:57Why do you think?
13:59Just look at me.
14:01I think you're very handsome.
14:03I think you're adorable.
14:04Yeah.
14:05Well, you're the one girl in this county that would go for a skinny, sad kid.
14:09And you went for Clay, so...
14:11I'm gonna let that go because you're under stress.
14:14Wouldn't you have done anything to have Hannah love you back?
14:17To choose you over Zack or stupid Justin?
14:21Even before I shot myself, it's like...
14:24The peace has never worked.
14:26And they're never going to.
14:37The quiet boy.
14:39The gentle one.
14:43There's more going on than you know.
14:45But I don't have to tell you that, do I?
14:55Hey.
14:56Hey.
15:00No, no, I'm fine.
15:01I finished.
15:03This is the last drink on the menu, including the seasonal specials.
15:08Wow, that's...
15:09Congratulations.
15:10Yeah, this has been quite the odyssey.
15:12Yeah.
15:15You want to sit?
15:17I mean, we can be the kind of friends that drink coffee, right?
15:21Yeah, I think we can be that.
15:22Yeah, our friendship survived you dumping me for Justin before, so...
15:27That was a joke.
15:30I'm sorry.
15:31Let's talk about anything else.
15:35Can I just ask you one question?
15:38What is it about me that isn't good enough?
15:41Alex, come on.
15:42It's not...
15:44It's not about that.
15:45Then what?
15:46Because I don't understand why you weren't ready to date me, but you're ready to date him.
15:51Why you want to be with one person and not someone else, you can't always explain it.
15:56Well, try.
16:00It's like you learned to listen to your body, who you're attracted to, who makes you feel safe.
16:11Safe?
16:12He let his best friend rape you, and then he lied to you about it. How the fuck does that
16:16feel safe?
16:20You should probably go.
16:22Right, yeah.
16:25Shit!
16:26Jess, I'm so sorry.
16:29I'll get napkins.
16:33You okay?
16:34Yeah, thanks.
16:44Sooner or later, what's hidden comes out.
16:55Sooner or later, enough is enough.
17:07So, for now, I'm just gonna have to do the bar, make sure you have proper form.
17:14And then, after a couple sessions, maybe we'll add a little bit more weight.
17:17She can do more weight than this.
17:21Will!
17:23Let's just see how this goes first.
17:25Oh, don't start yet.
17:26I forgot something.
17:31Hey, if you want some shit to get you started, let me know.
17:35Okay.
17:36Dude, no shame.
17:37Everyone needs help.
17:39Come see me later and, uh, don't tell Dempsey.
17:42All right, here we go.
17:46Don't want you to hurry back.
17:48Yeah, awesome.
17:49Thanks.
17:49Yeah.
17:53They got sick of the boys' club.
17:56They got sick of those men.
17:59Tell them what they couldn't do,
18:01because they were too shy or too thin.
18:05And so they started their own space.
18:11They clean out the gym lockers at the end of summer,
18:14so we'll keep these in the rain locker.
18:16Summer, I don't have a locker.
18:18Here's the one from last year.
18:19They've lost the master key, so no surgery.
18:22No new combos.
18:24All right, got it.
18:25Thanks.
18:30The steroids led us to Alex.
18:34But he didn't buy from Bryce.
18:36Hey, Alex.
18:37What's up?
18:38Hey.
18:38Uh, I was just working out, and then I just wandered over here.
18:42How about you?
18:42Math.
18:43I mean, math.
18:44Come on, let's go.
18:45No one uses it.
18:47I'm picking him up from summer school.
18:48I'm feeling, man.
18:49My brother's an asshole, too.
18:51Okay, see you, man.
18:52Who else showed signs of steroid use?
18:56Violent mood swings.
18:58Aggression.
19:02Montgomery de la Cruz.
19:12Police took Luke, but he didn't buy from Bryce.
19:16Monty did.
19:27He's clearing out.
19:32I hate to admit Alex and Monty had anything in common.
19:37And Alex would hate me for saying so.
19:40But it turns out, they had way more in common than we thought.
19:43But wait.
20:13Wait, what do you think Monty doesn't want Winston talking about?
20:22This was on the scene.
20:25Is that... what?
20:32But Alex and Monty were hiding some of the same things.
20:38Some of them were things all boys hide.
20:40Do you want to tell me why you were out of class just now?
20:44Just late driving back for lunch.
20:47Do you want to drive off campus for lunch?
20:52You ever ride with Bryce Walker?
20:56To lunch? No.
20:58Far more recently.
21:03Their secrets.
21:08Their fears.
21:15Their deep, shameful desires.
21:25Their rage at the unfairness of everything.
21:49What's going on?
21:52Nothing.
21:53Lockers clean.
21:54Their rage at the world.
21:56And do you think, given the circumstances of his death, that this kind of protest is appropriate?
22:04Well, he was a rapist.
22:06He was also a child whose family is mourning his death.
22:09And we're reminding them what he did when he was alive.
22:12Miss Davis, we've supported your group.
22:14We've given you all access to meeting rooms, school resources.
22:19But this, this is...
22:20This does not feel like activism.
22:22This is a vendetta.
22:25It's personal.
22:26Well, the group decided, not me.
22:29But it's all personal, Mr. Bolin.
22:33The personal is political.
22:35I don't suppose you'd believe me if I were to tell you that, um, I'm a feminist.
22:41No.
22:42Not really.
22:43Well, I am.
22:44And I value activism.
22:46I was arrested for protesting apartheid.
22:48I've walked these picket lines three times as a teacher.
22:53So I'd like you to ask yourself if your ends justify these means.
22:58We believe in our cause.
23:00So do I.
23:02Until you do this.
23:06It's a troubled time, Miss Davis.
23:09Think hard before you make it worse.
23:17But Monty never bothered hiding his rage.
23:21He was just desperate to hide where it came from.
23:25Can I ask you something?
23:28Why do you care so much about finding out?
23:33Hey.
23:35I heard Mrs. Walker this morning telling the cops to look at you again.
23:39So it's about me.
23:41It's not.
23:43It's not about Bryce.
23:45How you felt about him.
23:49Can it be both?
23:51No.
23:58We followed him home.
23:59And waited.
24:01There were things he was hiding.
24:03That he couldn't show anyone.
24:13Oh, shit.
24:14I'm sorry.
24:16Oh, no, it's alright, really.
24:19Oh, my god.
24:20What time is it?
24:22Shut up!
24:22Shut up!
24:23Oh, well, we gotta get you home.
24:24Get your ass over here.
24:27You fucking little criminal.
24:29Where are you?
24:30I'll split your head open, you little shit!
24:33Cut!
24:34Dammit!
24:35What the hell?
24:36Hey.
24:38Hey!
24:39I see you!
24:40Don't move!
24:41Oh!
24:59It's so tough now, you fucking piece of shit!
25:12Do we call the police?
25:13I don't know. Just get in the car.
25:14You get in the car.
25:16I'm not getting in the car if you're not getting in the car.
25:20What the fuck are you doing here?
25:23We, uh...
25:24Nothing.
25:27Is that blood?
25:32What's it to you?
25:35Is it Bryce's?
25:37What?
25:40No, it's mine.
25:42And his.
25:43You want a taste?
25:45No, thanks.
25:47He was my best friend, asshole.
25:51Leave me the fuck alone.
25:59I really need to get home.
26:02Yeah.
26:14Justin?
26:17You got it?
26:18Stray swap?
26:20Works for me.
26:21Bargain.
26:22One condition.
26:24You never sell to a kid again, you got me?
26:27Whatever, dude.
26:34Yeah, sure.
26:36Fine.
26:48Tell your mom you have biology club tomorrow.
26:52She'll tell her you have chemistry club.
26:56And so she'll believe biology club and not chemistry club?
27:00How does that even mean?
27:04I found his Facebook.
27:08Winston Williams.
27:10Still at Hillcrest.
27:15And now he's white.
27:21The hell?
27:23Brian Chu.
27:26He took the SAT for me.
27:29Tell you how did Montgomery get it?
27:32Bryce Walker got it from Brian.
27:35Why'd Bryce want it?
27:36Leverage.
27:37So I wouldn't talk.
27:39About what?
27:43Dude, Bryce is dead.
27:45Dude, Bryce is dead.
27:45It's not about that.
27:47I made the deal with Bryce to keep quiet.
27:49But really, it was for Monty.
27:53You know Bryce from Hillcrest?
27:55How do you know Monty?
28:00We met at a party.
28:04We met at a party.
28:08Man, I hate rich kid parties.
28:10Monty, every party I've ever had was a rich kid party.
28:13I don't even know anybody here.
28:14So you'll meet people.
28:16Dude, if it sucks, we'll leave. I don't care.
28:17Just glad to be hanging out.
28:19Yeah, man. Me too.
28:20For real.
28:20You're the only decent human left at Liberty.
28:23Got that right.
28:23All right.
28:25It is time to get fucked up.
28:27I bet this house has top shelf whiskey.
28:39Here's the Latinx.
29:00Where's the fucking bathroom?
29:09Not the bathroom, friend.
29:11And don't piss on the bed.
29:13Rumor has it Purcell isn't much into that.
29:23Here's what.
29:29You got that in.
29:33Here.
29:35Here, go to the bathroom.
29:36The bathroom.
29:40Man.
29:41Okay.
29:41Here.
29:42Got a seat.
29:44Okay.
29:56Oh, my God.
30:17Oh, my God.
30:45You look lost.
30:46Yeah, I'm looking for Bryce Walker.
30:52Hey, get out of the place.
30:54Yep.
30:56What's up, buddy?
30:57Nothing.
30:58Hey, come on in. Take a seat. Grab a drink.
31:00I'm not here to party. You said that you had the stuff.
31:03The juice?
31:03Yeah, and for half the price, that townie gym rack charger.
31:06Dude.
31:07Oh, relax, man. No one here gives a fuck.
31:09There's a dude selling Coke out back.
31:10Okay, can we just...
31:12Yeah, stuff's in the car.
31:14Okay.
31:19Is it 100?
31:20Yep.
31:24Bryce, what the fuck, man?
31:26Where have you been?
31:27Get the fuck out of here.
31:29It's all rich fuckheads.
31:31No offense.
31:32Hey, it was nice meeting you.
31:35We should hang out sometime.
31:40What'd you say to me, faggot?
31:43To chill, all right?
31:47Go pick up.
31:48Whoa.
31:48Fonzie!
31:50Hey!
31:51Let's go, man.
31:52Let's go, man.
31:53Let's go, man.
32:00Let's go, man.
32:04Let's go, man.
32:09Why'd he go after you?
32:12no clue never seen him before no one called the cops no one has to here's two thousand
32:20i can get you three more tomorrow look man i'm sorry he's he's fucked up he gets like
32:28beat at home and shit five thousand more tomorrow all right
32:39pleasure doing business with you
32:51hey you sure that you're okay to drive oh alex i'm touched you care yeah i'm all good
33:02he's gonna fucking talk i'll just take the money and talk
33:05i'll take care of it monty don't i always
33:11pleasure doing business with you too see you in a couple weeks
33:14yeah yeah you will
33:33friends are messed up
33:35yeah they're super messed up
33:38also they're not my friends
33:41are you sure it's alex
33:43yeah
33:45but bryce and alex didn't know what happened with you and monty and bryce got the id to keep you
33:50quiet bryce brought me the cash he said he got the id from brian and we didn't talk about it
33:56anymore
33:56i'm fourth generation princeton unless that gets out
34:01you kept monty's secret even though he beat the shit out of you
34:05that's a secret you keep so use it well okay
34:25monty's a sick boy and violent as shit but he hasn't got a motive how can bryce not find out
34:33i don't think he knew
34:37because i knew it would have known
34:38clay
34:40forget it
34:42alex lied to us
34:44about buying from bryce
34:48yeah
34:51as for alex
34:54there's not much more to say really
35:00hey man
35:01hey
35:03you work out here
35:06uh i was um
35:08i don't know self-improvement you know
35:10i don't recommend illegal supplements for what it's worth
35:13no
35:16but
35:17will you show me like how to do all this shit
35:20and justin is always like squats are key and all i can think about is him taking a crap
35:25it's actually somewhat like that
35:28uh here
35:29you should probably start with just the bar
35:31it's my two favorite sad skinny guys
35:36it's too soon to joke
35:37i love you and you know it
35:39and you two working out together
35:40please don't say we're cute
35:41are so fucking hot
35:43i can't even stand it i i'm overwhelmed
35:45feet shoulder width apart
35:47yeah and then
35:49okay
35:49core tight
35:50sorry core
35:51like your abs
35:53so core tight and then yeah the bar wants to rest across your delts
35:56oh okay
35:57and then he just lifts
35:59like
35:59back
36:01yeah
36:01and then now you just
36:02cool
36:03squat
36:03yeah
36:06we certainly had no reason to continue to suspect him
36:15password
36:17try jessica
36:19that's seven
36:20how about her birthday
36:23i don't know her birthday
36:25i do
36:28yep
36:29that's it
36:31yep
36:32he was lying to us
36:34every few weeks
36:36he was one hundred dollars to bryce
36:39wait hold on
36:40later in the summer the payments doubled
36:43he sends three hundred dollars to somebody named melody scott
36:49and it goes to two hundred dollars to bryce but still every two weeks
36:53who's melody scott
36:58we will find out
37:02okay get this back in the bag
37:09a prostitute
37:11a prostitute
37:11i'm like
37:12i'm like
37:12ninety percent certain
37:13we have prostitutes in evergreen
37:16shocked
37:17shocked
37:17i think they perhaps prefer escort
37:19which is ridiculous because no one's getting escorted anywhere but how do you even know
37:23she said that she only worked out from her home
37:25no out calls
37:26so she's an escort
37:27or a masseuse
37:28or perhaps an anesthetician
37:30or medium of some sort
37:31but when i asked for an appointment
37:33she had me confirm that i wasn't in the law enforcement
37:35right so it's all sort of clicked
37:37okay but we're not we're not going there
37:39we know enough right
37:40alex went to a prostitute bryce blackmailed him
37:42but does that sound like bryce to you
37:44i mean it seems like bryce would celebrate him for scoring with a pro
37:48that's the most anti-bryce thing you said in days
37:50oh good god it wasn't anti-bryce
37:53if anything it was anti-men
37:55but i mean she's not gonna tell us anything
37:57there's like patient client confidentiality
38:00well you'll just have to play along then until she talks
38:03wait what
38:05we're not gonna
38:06wait what
38:17we'll uh pay you for your time
38:20okay
38:21and what will we be doing with that time
38:31our friend recommended you
38:33who's your friend
38:35uh alex
38:36his name's alex
38:37i think you saw him last summer
38:39sure
38:39i remember alex
38:42and why did he
38:44refer you to me
38:47well uh
38:49to be honest
38:51he didn't
38:52refer us
38:53exactly
38:54he mentioned you
38:55and we're worried about him
38:58he's not
38:58in a great place
39:00i'm sorry to hear that
39:04we lost a friend of ours
39:06a few days ago
39:07his name was bryce walker
39:09you think
39:10he might have known
39:12about alex coming to see you
39:14he did
39:16he did
39:16i knew bryce well
39:17he brought alex here the first time
39:26luke didn't want to get caught selling so he sent me directly to his dealer who'd see
39:30me around with my dad and said no way he's dealing to a cop's kid so i went to bryce
39:35because i knew it's where monty got his shit
39:37how did you get from buying from him to going to a hooker together
39:41it was stupid
39:42it was just one time
39:43she said you went back a second time
39:46alone
39:49and after that bryce was
39:52blackmailing you
39:53no
39:57so yeah
39:58alex did buy steroids from bryce
40:00one time
40:02that was it
40:03i don't think they saw each other after that
40:09relax man
40:10the nurse has the night off
40:12mom's out
40:13grandpa's senile
40:16it's just you and me
40:24is that a hurt?
40:26find out
40:30you gotta commit though
40:31do the whole line
40:43okay
40:44oh holy shit
40:47that fucking hurts
40:49give it a few minutes
40:52we gotta get you laid man that's the key here
40:55i'm good
40:57no you're not
40:59no i'm not
41:00it's not like there's anything i can do about it
41:02uh but there is
41:06this is a terrible idea
41:09dude
41:09it's her job to make you feel better about yourself
41:12when was the last time you got laid
41:14when was the last time you got laid?
41:14like months ago
41:15porn and j.o since
41:17right?
41:18multiple times a day some days
41:19yeah
41:24after the
41:25the trial
41:26last spring
41:28chloe didn't wanna
41:30well i mean she'd
41:32she'd barely
41:33even touch me
41:34and now
41:36i mean
41:36no one will
41:38touch me
41:40unless some asshole at hillcrest
41:43decides to
41:43sucker punch me in the hallway
41:45but
41:46that's the
41:47entirety of my human contact
41:50nowadays
41:52except for melody
41:53who provides a service that you and i need
42:01alex
42:11go get him
42:20sweetie
42:21sorry
42:21i'm not in a movie
42:24can we kiss?
42:30okay
42:38sorry
42:39no you're good
42:40you're good
42:46sorry
42:47all good
42:48talk to me
42:49talk dirty
42:51no
42:52you're not steady
42:54talk to me
42:55tell me what's up
42:56come in
42:57come
42:57that's him
42:58show me your man
43:00bitch
43:01you fucking bitch
43:25so wait where are we?
43:27finish your story
43:28no i just
43:29no i just
43:29i mean literally
43:30the next night
43:31after we went to
43:32to fucking
43:33what's her name
43:34the next night
43:34i met her
43:35joseys county
43:36and we've been like
43:37you know doing it
43:38every night this week
43:39hell yeah
43:40i'm honored you fit me
43:41into your busy schedule
43:45she has to spend some time
43:46she has to spend some time with her boyfriend
43:49so what are we even doing here
43:54it's my father's new place
43:57he's in telly ride with his lady
43:58we're gonna go in and fuck the place up
44:01dude that's breaking and entering
44:02no he's my dad
44:04technically i'm just messing up my own place
44:19fuck
44:27oh fuck yeah
44:31that'll do it
44:38oh hell yeah
44:44good call
44:49so long sitting here
44:51didn't hear me want it
44:52maybe gonna take you off
44:54oh
44:56yeah
44:56moving around in different situations
44:58so they know
45:00everything you say is true
45:02turn it off
45:05turn it off
45:08no love lost
45:14dude it's the wrong fucking house
45:18oh shit
45:27no no no hey hey hey
45:30it's fine
45:31speak and you die
45:32what the fuck is wrong with you
45:38no no no it's okay
45:40you're fine
46:05that was some fucked up shit
46:10Oh, fuck it, man. I can't believe we just did that.
46:21You're a horrible person.
46:24Yeah, pretty much.
46:26That kid is scarred for life because of us.
46:28Alex, baby, we're all scarred for life.
46:31Check your fucking head.
46:33I don't ever want to see you again.
46:35What?
46:35Alex, come on. Come back.
46:40Alex.
46:44Where are you gonna get your shit from, sweetheart?
46:46Only friends and family get the discount.
46:50Alex!
46:57It's good to see you again.
47:00It's your pleasure today, honey.
47:08Sweetie.
47:14Come here.
47:17It's okay.
47:23It's gonna be okay.
47:25I don't think I'll ever forget that little kid's face.
47:29I'm sure he won't forget mine.
47:33After that, I didn't get the discount.
47:35Which is why the payments went up.
47:37It never blackmailed me.
47:39I never said a thing about anything.
47:41Wait, so are you...
47:42You know, are you using now?
47:44Or are you clean?
47:46Nobody's clean.
47:48Alex, you don't have to go.
47:49Yeah, well, I'm not gonna stay.
47:52I don't want you to...
47:56I don't want you to hurt yourself.
47:59Yeah, I've run out of ways to do that.
48:18Do you think I'm a sad, skinny kid?
48:23Uh...
48:25I think you are...
48:27a lean...
48:29but...
48:30right-sized...
48:32very handsome...
48:35very complicated kid.
48:41I'll take it.
48:54How's... how's Alex?
48:58Messed up.
49:01Hurt me all.
49:03You know, I really didn't think he had anything to do with Bryce, but...
49:10It's drugs of any kind, man. They... they fuck you up.
49:13Oh, yeah.
49:18I'll have you know...
49:19the gun is gone for good.
49:24Awesome.
49:26Thanks.
49:30You seem awfully dark tonight.
49:35How are you not?
49:39I-I guess I am.
49:43But I'm alive, so...
49:44I figure I'm ahead of the game.
49:49Right.
49:52God, I want to believe someone we know killed Bryce.
49:57But it seems like everyone we know had a reason.
50:00Everyone's got their shit.
50:04Yeah.
50:06Yes.
50:10Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the time.
50:15And that's just how I feel.
50:19Always have, and I always will.
50:24And that's just how I feel.
50:25Don't let him know.
50:25And that's just how I feel.
50:30And that's just how I feel.
50:48I, that's just how I feel.
50:54You ever tried it before? I've got some more.
50:57No, thank you.
51:00I offered to help the maids prepare the study.
51:05Your grandfather...
51:06I'm sure you've had it before. You're a city girl. You're all fancy.
51:10Your grandfather plans to receive some old friends tomorrow.
51:14Well, let's hope they don't notice the missing bourbon.
51:19Cheers.
51:22You look tired.
51:24Perhaps you should get some sleep.
51:25He's a piece of work, my grandfather, isn't he?
51:29He's...
51:31an interesting man.
51:35He's a...
51:36racist, homophobic, angry piece of shit.
51:45My dad bought a new house.
51:49The same fucking neighborhood as the old one.
51:53Not the big colonial on Summit, it turns out, but...
51:56somewhere in that neighborhood.
52:00Asshole abandoned his family, didn't even have the decency to move to another fucking town.
52:04Maybe he wants to continue to be a part of your life.
52:09No.
52:17I look at him, I look at my grandfather and I think, where the hell do I end up?
52:23Wherever you want, I think.
52:26Do you?
52:29Would you end up where you want to be?
52:32Cleaning up coke for a rich white kid?
52:35I'm helping my mother, so...
52:37I'm exactly where I want to be.
52:40Well, fucking good for you.
52:45Fucking good for you!
52:48Bryce!
52:50That's quite enough.
52:51Hey, Mom.
52:53Go to your room.
52:54Now!
52:56Guess I'm in trouble.
52:59Good night, Aunty.
53:00I'm sorry about the mess.
53:04You are never to speak to her again.
53:06You are not to go near her, or you will have no home here.
53:09Do you understand me?
53:11Understand?
53:11Yes, yeah, I understand.
53:20I'm so sorry, Mrs. Walker.
53:23Don't be.
53:25You did nothing wrong.
53:26He was tired and upset about his father.
53:30Yes, there are all manner of excuses.
53:34But my son...
53:41You should be very careful.
53:53That's why I think it must be hard to be a boy.
53:57Because they still have no idea what a man is.
54:01Is that comfortable?
54:02It's fine.
54:04Fine.
54:10Is he awake?
54:12Yes.
54:13But he's just taking his medicine.
54:15Excuse me.
54:17Stay.
54:18Please.
54:20This will only take a moment.
54:28Father.
54:39Father.
54:46Okay, thank you.
54:53Yes.
54:53Rice.
54:55Is dead?
54:57Yes.
55:00What the...
55:02What the hell happened?
55:04What have you done?
55:05Where's Rice?
55:07He's with a mortician, being prepared for tomorrow.
55:10What have you done to him?
55:12Dad, please, lie down.
55:14Get the fuck out of my way.
55:15I need to see my grandson.
55:17Where's my cane? Rice!
55:19Get me my cane, goddammit!
55:20Dad, you are not to stand doctor's words.
55:23I need my cane, my cane! Where's my cane?
55:24If you get him his cane, it will help calm him down.
55:26Give me my cane, goddammit!
55:27I had the maids store it in the carriage house.
55:29I need my cane!
55:39Men and their rage,
55:42and their insecurities,
55:44their fears,
55:47and all the things they do
55:48to keep those hidden away.
56:00Wow.
56:09They're sending you back to the future.
56:12Oh!
56:28Alex was right.
56:31Nobody's clean.
56:38What the hell?
56:40What the hell?
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56:58visit 13reasonswhy.info
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