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I slept with my acrotomophile boss 2 EP
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00:01It belonged to my boss, Charles Grant.
00:04He had a well-known thing for amputees.
00:06My dad called me right after I got paid.
00:09He said my little brother needed money for school.
00:12Grandma had more medical bills, and there was still the rent, water, and electricity.
00:16At the end of the call, he admitted he'd lost money gambling again.
00:21I rubbed the aching remnant of my bad leg with both hands.
00:25Feeling utterly lost and directionless.
00:28The weight of everything pressed down on me until it was hard to breathe.
00:34The car that rolled in was expensive, sleek, black, and obviously worth more than I'd make in ten years.
00:41It belonged to my boss, Charles Grant.
00:43He had a well-known thing for amputees.
00:52That's okay. I didn't wait too long.
01:01You look like you're in a bad mood.
01:03Is everything alright?
01:11I'm fine.
01:13Just lost a game, that's all.
01:15That was how rich people were.
01:17Their lives were too comfortable, so they developed strange cravings for broken things for damaged edges.
01:26That night, a call came saying, Charles was drunk at a bar.
01:34It's been raining a lot lately.
01:36Your leg must be hurting more than usual.
01:40I'm fine.
01:41I don't come here often.
01:43I'm looking for someone reliable to take care of my house.
01:47If you know anyone suitable...
01:54No need to look elsewhere.
01:56What do you think of me?
01:58Three days later, I quit my security job and moved into Charles Townhouse in Lincoln Park.
02:03All I had to do was keep the house clean.
02:05If only Charles didn't look at my bad leg the way he did.
02:09Like it was something he wanted to touch, to own, to devour.
02:12That night, a call came saying, Charles was drunk at a bar and needed someone to bring him home.
02:17I took one of his flashy cars and drove there.
02:22He was heavily intoxicated, face flushed, eyes glassy.
02:29I half carried him back to the villa and dumped him onto his bed.
02:33Charles lay sprawled on the sheets, breathing heavily.
02:36He reached out, fingers weakly grabbing at my shirt as he pulled me closer.
02:42Come here, Holden.
02:44That leg of yours.
02:46Fuck, I've been hard all night just thinking about it.
02:51His voice was low, hoarse and filthy with alcohol.
02:55He let out a low, shaky laugh, eyes half-lidded with lust.
03:04Mmm, fuck.
03:06As I tried to leave, his arms suddenly wrapped around my neck, refusing to let go.
03:11His lips brushed against my jaw, hot and unsteady.
03:17You're drunk, boss.
03:19Charles' eyes were dark, blazed with alcohol and something deeper.
03:23His hand kept stroking my bad leg, fingers pressing gently against the scars where flesh met prosthesis.
03:30Mmm, fuck.
03:32His breathing grew heavier, ragged, each exhale turning into a soft, needy whimper, whenever he pressed harder into the scarred
03:40skin.
03:40Oh, so beautiful.
03:43I looked down at him, slender, fair-skinned, with a face pretty enough to pass for a woman.
03:48It wasn't the worst deal in the world.
03:51For my family, I could swallow my pride.
03:56You started it.
04:00His hands never left my crippled leg.
04:02He caressed the damaged area with increasing hunger, as if the imperfection excited him more than anything else.
04:09I've wanted this leg, wanted you like this, for so long.
04:17You really like it that much?
04:19Does touching a broken man make you feel powerful?
04:25Your scars, they make me lose control.
04:30What the hell do you think you're doing?
04:33His mouth moved from my neck down to my chest, sucking and biting, leaving faint marks.
04:38But his hands kept returning to my bad leg, stroking, squeezing, tracing every scar with obvious obsession.
04:49Our bodies pressed together, hips rolling slowly in a heated rhythm.
04:54The friction built steadily heavy and urgent.
04:58But we never went further.
05:02Just as his hand was about to slide further down,
05:04I shot my own hand out and gripped his wrist tightly,
05:08holding it firmly in place and stopping him from going any lower.
05:14Not tonight.
05:16And not on your terms.
05:18What the hell do you think you're doing?
05:25You can have me, but only if you take turns.
05:28Otherwise, no deal.
05:29I shoved his restless hand away, quickly straightened my clothes, and put some distance between us.
05:36His gaze burned into me like red-hot iron filled with shock, frustration, and an even fiercer hunger.
05:43Damn it.
05:44I pulled back and stood up, adjusting my clothes.
05:49Any time to think about it, you should too.
05:52As I walked toward the door, I could feel his gaze burning into my back.
05:56A mix of frustration, surprise, and unmistakable hunger.
06:00So fucking beautiful.
06:02That scar.
06:04A few nights later, the tension from that unfinished night still hung in the room.
06:08I didn't waste time.
06:10I crossed the room, climbed onto the bed, and pinned him down in one swift motion.
06:14Holden.
06:16Don't.
06:20You've been staring at my leg like you want to eat it since day one.
06:24Now it's my turn.
06:27I kissed him hard, forcing my tongue into his mouth.
06:30He struggled beneath me, body twisting violently.
06:34You bastard!
06:42His warm, wet saliva coated my skin instantly.
06:48For a second, I hesitated.
06:51Taking it off in front of someone always felt like stripping away the last piece of armor I had left.
06:56Vulnerable.
06:57Ugly.
06:58You sure you want to see this?
07:00Let me see.
07:03Uneven, twisted skin, old surgical scars, and the raw, sensitive end of what was left of my leg.
07:09Fuck.
07:11Holden.
07:12So fucking beautiful.
07:15That scar.
07:16That shape.
07:17It's perfect.
07:18Even more gorgeous than I imagined.
07:21Let me touch it.
07:22I want to kiss every ugly inch of it.
07:24Don't.
07:25Please don't go inside me.
07:27I set the high-tech leg aside carefully, exposing the scarred, shortened residual limb beneath.
07:36Happy now?
07:38Then I pinned him down again, harder this time.
07:42Charles' voice turned shaky when he realized he couldn't push me off.
07:52Don't.
07:53Please don't go inside me.
07:58I paused, looking down at him, and at my own residual limb now pressed against his thigh.
08:08Without the mechanical leg, the contrast was even starker.
08:13Are you crying?
08:18His eyes were red, but he clenched his teeth, one hand still unconsciously reaching toward where my leg used to
08:24be.
08:26Who's crying?
08:28Just get on with it.
08:34I kept him pinned, kissing him deeply while my hands roamed over his body.
08:39He fought back, nails digging into my back, legs wrapping around my waist as he tried to flip us over.
08:52Holden Jones, you'll regret this, and let me regret it.
09:10Charles' hands kept returning to my scarred leg, stroking and gripping the damaged muscle with shameless hunger.
09:22You love this, don't you?
09:25He didn't answer, just let out a shaky breath and pulled me closer.
09:30I retaliated by biting his shoulder and rolling my hips harder, pressing him deeper into the mattress until he was
09:35shaking and whimpering beneath me.
09:42Each time he tried to take the lead, I pinned him back down, devouring his mouth and neck, grinding against
09:48him until the pleasure built into an overwhelming wave.
09:55I got up, filled the bathtub with hot water and carried his exhausted body into the bathroom.
10:02His fair cheeks were flushed pink, misty with steam, and he looked unexpectedly adorable.
10:09Are you satisfied, my charming little kitten?
10:15Satisfied.
10:16Very satisfied.
10:23Good then.
10:25You were amazing.
10:27You've worn me out beautifully.
10:29When I least expected it, he suddenly wrapped his arms around my neck and yanked me forward.
10:49Haven't you had enough, boss?
11:01Next round is my turn.
11:04I'll show you how it's properly done.
11:07As you wish.
11:10I never kept my promise.
11:16Charles protested and demanded his turn multiple times, but he always ended up losing.
11:25He would moan and clutch at my scarred leg, his touches growing more obsessive with each passing night.
11:36Charles began showering me with luxury gifts, watches, clothes, even a new phone.
11:42I thanked him sweetly every time, then sold every single item online.
11:51The money went straight to transferring my grandmother to a better hospital and hiring a full-time caregiver.
11:57However, I also used part of it to buy a one-way ticket and kicked my worthless gambling father back
12:03to our run-down hometown.
12:10With money in my pocket, the world suddenly felt a little brighter.
12:16To show my gratitude to Charles, I decided to cook him dinner.
12:24Are you coming home tonight?
12:26Do you need anything?
12:32I just miss you.
12:33It was cheesy, but I couldn't help grinning at the thought of him blushing in front of others.
12:39I'll be home.
12:40I went to the grocery store and bought the most expensive steak, lobster, and ingredients I've ever found.
12:52By nightfall, Charles still hadn't come home.
12:57He didn't reply to my messages and didn't pick up my calls.
13:04I kept limping around the living room, not knowing what to do.
13:10That was when I realized something painful.
13:13We had never really talked to each other outside of bed.
13:20It was past one in the morning when I finally heard the hum of a car engine outside.
13:28Despite my bad leg, I had never moved so fast.
13:32I quickly opened the door.
13:39It was a relief to see Charles get out of the car in one piece.
13:44But relief quickly turned into anger.
13:47I suddenly realized I had no right to be angry.
13:50We didn't have a normal relationship.
14:05Why are you still awake?
14:06You should have gone to sleep.
14:10I told you I wouldn't be home so early from North City.
14:20Did you mention it to me?
14:24After thinking hard, I vaguely remembered.
14:26Yes, he had told me he would be on a business trip.
14:29But at the time, I was too busy calculating how much money I could get by selling the watch he
14:35gave me.
14:38It is hard to persuade Charles when he is feeling down.
14:44Turn around and face the other way.
14:47Then I'll forgive you.
14:49He was unusually stubborn about this.
14:56There was no way I was giving in after I had been the one in control for so long.
15:07My pride, or what was left of it, wouldn't let me.
15:12I haven't forgiven you for not picking up my calls either.
15:22There was no time.
15:25I had to nap just to save energy.
15:29For a hot night with you.
15:36No.
15:37I'm still mad.
15:42Frustration built in my chest.
15:49I'll do anything except turn my back to you.
15:53Why is it that I can do it, but you can't?
15:57Don't forget, I'm still your boss.
16:01I glanced at my bank account in my mind.
16:04It was enough now.
16:05Enough for grandma, for my brother.
16:08I didn't have to swallow everything anymore.
16:15Fine.
16:16I quit.
16:18Goodbye.
16:19Holden, you...
16:28I turned around.
16:31Blood was dripping from his right palm.
16:33He'd grabbed a knife while scrambling off the table.
16:36My mind went blank.
16:40Don't touch me.
16:43When I tried again...
16:47More blood smeared across my arm.
16:51Panic made me curse.
17:00Fine.
17:01It's my fault, all right?
17:04But his flushed cheeks and the way his breath hitted told me he was still affected.
17:11Giving in once meant there would always be a second time.
17:15Charles had lost too many rounds in bed.
17:17Now he wanted to win outside of it.
17:19In the following days, he demanded I deliver lunch to his office.
17:23He also insisted I accompany him to a friend's gathering.
17:27What was a cripple like my worth showing off?
17:33Not long after we arrived, someone approached me, asking for my number.
17:46Wait.
17:47Let me save this person's contact first.
18:05I looked up at him.
18:06Are you crazy?
18:07He yanked the car door and kicked me inside.
18:10My head hit the seat hard, making me dizzy.
18:14Before I could recover, he grabbed my collar, eyes burning.
18:19I was so scared.
18:20How could you give your number to anyone?
18:24Do you think I'm dead?
18:30Oh, so this was why he lost it.
18:33For some reason, it made a small, stupid warmth spread in my chest.
18:37I grabbed his waist and pulled him onto my lap.
18:43I don't like it when I have no one to ask about you if you disappear again.
18:49He looked flustered, cheeks pink.
18:51He smelled like sandalwood.
18:53I buried my face in his neck, inhaling deeply.
18:57Have you any idea how worried I was that night?
18:59I couldn't reach you?
19:01He must have been embarrassed.
19:03But his hand still slid down, fingers tracing the scars on my bad leg with that familiar hungry
19:08pressure, breath growing heavier against my skin.
19:14I held him, just like cuddling a cat.
19:17I caressed his waist gently.
19:19It made me feel a little hot and bothered.
19:22You're heating me up.
19:25Be good and sit where you are.
19:29Charles said nothing.
19:31He leaned close to me and started kissing me on the neck.
19:34He moved down to kiss every part of my body.
19:39I could feel the tip of his tongue touching every part of my body.
19:44His kisses moved down quickly, but made a short stop on my chest before continuing his
19:50way down.
19:58I could not help but place my hands on his soft, dark hair.
20:04He kept going, sucking marks onto my chest and abdomen while his hands stroked obsessively
20:09over my scarred laugh.
20:11Our hips rolled together in the cramped seat, until both of us were breathing raggedly, whispering
20:20filthy praises about how perfect my damaged leg felt under his palm.
20:26As I enjoyed the moment, someone suddenly knocked on the car window.
20:31Whoever was outside sounded extremely furious.
20:38Charles Grant!
20:41Who was that?
20:43My dad.
20:45My dad.
21:11I closed my eyes.
21:13I blocked them with my arms.
21:15I was dead silent.
21:21This was the end of everything.
21:23Charles didn't dare to go to his office, nor go home.
21:29He sat at the dinner table and played around with a new phone.
21:39I installed a new app here.
21:42You will know wherever I am.
21:46Aren't you going home to take a look?
21:54It's better to go home after my dad hat has cooled down.
21:58He had an older brother who wasn't interested in business, and was overseas most of the time
22:03working on his research.
22:04His father was old, and had retired long ago to stay at home.
22:08Charles was fully in charge of his family's business.
22:15It took his father a lot of time and effort to groom an heir to his company, only to end
22:19up with his heir fooling around with another man.
22:21There was no way he could accept this easily.
22:24Charles finished all his food with great satisfaction.
22:27After he was filled up with food, lust followed.
22:30He pushed his dishes to the side, kicked the chair away, and sat on the table.
22:43He stepped on my knee.
22:45There was a sultry look in his eye as he stared at my abdomen.
22:49This man was like a beguiling seductress.
22:52The more I got to know him, the easier it was to sleep with him.
22:56There were times when he wasn't in the mood, but I was consumed by desire for him.
23:00It wouldn't be easy to convince his family of our relationship.
23:03The more I thought about it, the more uneasy I would be.
23:06The chances of us being together would only lessen.
23:09It was better to enjoy our time together while we could.
23:12We enjoyed our time in every position we could think of.
23:18I pinned him down first, kissing him until his lips were swollen, while he kept reaching
23:23for my injured leg, stroking and squeezing the scarred muscle with shameless hunger.
23:44We ground against each other hard, bodies sliding together in a messy, desperate rhythm until
23:51he was moaning and trembling.
24:03Our hips rolled faster, chasing that building heat until we were both spent and gasping.
24:15My legs were weak from overdoing it in bed, and I had to carry a grown man in my arms.
24:20It was a little taxing on a cripple like me.
24:26Let me down.
24:28I can walk.
24:33Don't worry.
24:35I won't let go of you.
24:39Stop trying to be a hero when you can hardly carry me.
24:42I can carry you.
24:42All right, all right, you can carry me.
24:45I've contacted an expert.
24:47I've sent his address to your phone.
24:50You should consult him about your leg when you're free.
24:53This was good news, but I was a little apprehensive.
24:56There's no point in treating my leg.
24:59Aren't you attracted to my lame leg?
25:02Who told you that?
25:04You still have a great waist.
25:06What a cheeky man.
25:11Every time I closed my eyes, I could see him getting beaten up.
25:15After a few days of hiding, Charles finally went home.
25:19That night, I was unable to reach him.
25:23Losing contact with him was exactly what I expected.
25:27Every time I closed my eyes, I could see him getting beaten up.
25:32It finally came to a point when I could no longer wait.
25:35I used the app he installed on my phone and tracked him down to the Grants.
25:40I waited in the area.
25:42I was hoping to see him from afar.
25:45The worst thing that could happen if I got caught was getting beaten up.
25:54But things didn't happen as I expected.
25:57Charles was not beaten up.
25:58He was completely fine.
26:00Exquisite Features was next to him.
26:02She was wearing a sleeveless mini dress and looked gorgeous and elegant.
26:08They were laughing and chatting as Charles opened the car door for the woman in a gentlemanly manner.
26:18Nothing intimate happened between them.
26:20But it somehow felt to me like they were a couple.
26:25I was just a lying cripple who didn't have money and had no power.
26:29Why was I wasting my time daydreaming?
26:32I felt horrible all over as I watched the car drive away.
26:36My lame leg felt especially painful.
26:40Dammit, no wonder he wanted to sleep with me, but he hesitated.
26:43I headed to the hospital to visit my grandmother.
26:46She was getting senile as she asked me the same question she always did.
26:50What's wrong with your leg, Holden?
26:54I lied to her.
26:57I fell onto the curb.
26:58Spent the day chatting with my grandmother until I received a call from a friend to go out for a
27:03drink that night.
27:04There were supposed to be five of us, but only Jordan Lester showed up.
27:08The rest of them had put on their suits to get to work.
27:11Jordan was the only one left.
27:14None of us could help you when you knew you were in trouble.
27:16If anyone comes looking for you, stop being rigid with the rules and accept whatever is given to you.
27:23Huh?
27:27That rich guy you saved from the fire at the exhibition, didn't he look for you?
27:36Is his last name Grant?
27:38Charles Grant.
27:39I didn't say a word as I gulbed down a glass of beer.
27:42Dammit, no wonder he wanted to sleep with me, but he hesitated.
27:45He was lusting for the body of the man who saved him.
27:48He really was something.
27:50Charles didn't even get angry when I pressed on top of him.
27:53What was he thinking?
27:54He was repaying me with his body.
27:56What if I never saved him?
27:58Would he sleep with another man?
27:59The more I thought about it, the angrier I was.
28:02Especially after drinking.
28:04My head felt heavy as I riled up with anger.
28:08All I wanted was to vent to someone.
28:10And I had to save someone while carrying him in my arm.
28:13After ending the drinking session with Jordan, I called Charles, but his phone remained off.
28:18I got a cab and headed to the Grants.
28:20On my way there, I decided I had to get him into bed.
28:24Even if I had to sneak into his room through the window.
28:26But I sobered up when I felt the chilly wind on my face.
28:30My lame legs started to act up again.
28:32I didn't really remember what happened at the exhibition.
28:37There was a sea of fire and a lot of smoke.
28:40There was also an unconscious man.
28:42The metal rack broke my bones, and I had to save someone while carrying him in my arms.
28:47We would die if I moved any slower.
28:50No one would have the time to see if the person in their arms was rich or poor.
28:55It reminded me of the first time Charles looked at me.
28:59There was wonder in his eyes.
29:01He asked for my name, but there was a slight hesitation as well.
29:07That man desired me from the very start.
29:11That was why he didn't reveal his identity.
29:14If anyone found out he was keeping me hidden away like a boy toy, they would gossip about him.
29:19But I only saved him because it was my duty.
29:22I earned my keep from it, and there was no reason to mention this again.
29:26It would be the same even if I saved his entire family.
29:38We didn't belong to the same world.
29:40You have great looking muscles.
29:42That must be difficult to train.
29:45When I got nearer to the Grants, I looked at the luxurious mansion.
29:49I was about to ask the driver to turn around.
29:52That was when my phone rang.
29:55It was a call from Charles' friend, who informed me he was drunk, and I had to go get him.
30:00I smiled while cursing out loud.
30:02When I rushed to the bar, I found out I had been tricked.
30:06Charles was not there.
30:07A few rich heirs were bored and remembered me while they were chatting.
30:10I had no idea how they found out about the news.
30:13They told me that Charles was about to get engaged.
30:20You can do it with anyone as long as you're paid, right?
30:23Sit on me and wiggle your ass.
30:25I'll be your sugar daddy.
30:31They were all drunk, and they surrounded me to have their fun.
30:34I was reminded of the news of Charles' engagement.
30:37It only made me angrier.
30:38These men were cowards.
30:40When Charles was around, they didn't even dare give me a second look.
30:43Now that news of Charles getting engaged had reached them, they could no longer hold back
30:47their dirty thoughts.
30:48The yellow-haired man got brazen enough to reach out and grab my arm.
30:52You have great-looking muscles.
30:54That must be difficult to train.
30:57I tilted my head and smiled gently.
31:06Do you want to have a go?
31:20Charles is the only one I'll sell my ass to.
31:22Who do you think you are to touch me?
31:32Come near me, and I'll maim him.
31:47Is Charles really engaged?
31:49He's getting engaged tomorrow.
31:51The invitations have been sent out.
31:53Where's the engagement?
32:00Wait for me here.
32:02My dad will agree to our relationship.
32:04I'll take you home then.
32:32A few steps away from me,
32:34a woman got out of the car.
32:36She was holding Charles' arm.
32:38I hated him for leaving me out in the cold.
32:41But I forgot all my hate when I saw a truck speeding toward them.
32:55The engagement was a business decision.
32:58The accident was revenge from a rival.
33:08When Charles went home,
33:09his father gave him an ultimatum.
33:11If Charles continued to see me,
33:13he would feed me to the fishes.
33:14Charles got scared and told his father about the exhibition.
33:18He even accused his father of abusing his power.
33:21His father slapped him.
33:25He decided to find Charles a wife.
33:27Charles couldn't convince his father otherwise
33:30and decided to come clean to the woman.
33:34They agreed to cancel the engagement after their deal was done.
33:45His eyes were red when he explained things to me.
33:48It was as if the person who was breaking out in cold sweat from the pain was him.
33:55Stop treating me like a fool!
33:57Get out!
34:01I'm a dog if I were really fooling you.
34:04Are you addicted to being a dog?
34:07Yep.
34:08I'm addicted to it.
34:12Charles stayed at my ward every day.
34:15Dressing prettily.
34:17Like a peacock.
34:29Who is that young lady next to you?
34:33How are you, Grandma?
34:34I'm your granddaughter-in-law.
34:55Charles refused to let the nurse's aide help me.
35:00He took care of my everyday needs personally.
35:10What a great opportunity.
35:21Is there something wrong with your hand?
35:24How about if I helped you hold it?
35:28Get out!
35:29Get out!
35:31Get out!
35:47My eyelids kept twitching from his touch.
35:50He was torturing me on purpose.
35:52He wanted me to beg him.
35:55Charles could do whatever he wanted with me.
36:19Are you happy to see him get me a useless man because of you?
36:27I'm sorry.
36:33Aren't you an acromaphyl?
36:35I know you have lots of money.
36:37Name me a price.
36:38I'll consider letting you have fun with me.
36:41An acrotomalist?
36:45Maybe.
36:48When I first saw you,
36:49I wondered how a limping, muscled man who was 5'9 could look so sexy.
36:56The doctor said that even low chances are good chances.
37:01You're darn.
37:03You should not give up.
37:05I'm not giving up.
37:06I want money.
37:10How much do you want?
37:16Ten million.
37:21That's nothing.
37:30You know how much I'm worth.
37:32I am all yours.
37:34I don't want you.
37:36I want money.
37:37I want money.
37:42You're asking for it.
37:49Remember to transfer my money to me after you're done.
38:01Hold on to me.
38:03I'm falling.
38:05I'm falling.
38:40Can you feel anything?
38:52Did you forget to have lunch?
38:54You need to speed up and...
39:01Charles Grant!
39:03Alex!
39:04Alex!
39:11You can get up!
39:22Why didn't you lock the door?
39:24What's wrong?
39:25It isn't like he hasn't seen anything more exciting than this.
39:33Can you feel anything?
39:35Put on your clothes and get out here!
39:40That's your father after all.
39:42Stop being rude.
39:46Stop being rude.
39:57I'm grateful that you saved my son.
40:00I am not an unreasonable man.
40:03I won't stop him if he insists on being with you.
40:09It was for money.
40:11I don't like men.
40:13I was with him because of money.
40:16If you're really grateful, make him stop harassing me.
40:25Charles' father was generous.
40:27He gave me a house and money.
40:29He even hired a caregiver for me and made proper arrangements to take care of my daily needs.
40:36My grandmother got better and was allowed to recuperate at home.
40:41The air in the city was bad.
40:44After I made arrangements to be discharged, I moved to the suburbs with my grandmother.
40:52It was close to the end of the year.
40:54It was the school holidays and my younger brother came to visit.
40:57My grandmother almost threw Ethan out when he arrived.
41:00She didn't recognize him.
41:02Everything about her was great, except that she would ask about what happened to my leg every day.
41:11She also wanted to know where her pretty granddaughter-in-law was.
41:14I massaged my leg while making up a random story about it.
41:23We're divorced.
41:25Oh!
41:29Why did you divorce such a good wife?
41:32Did you do something wrong to make her mad?
41:36She was a cook during her younger days and had trained a strong hand.
41:40She would hit me like that every day.
41:46It made me wonder.
41:48She had forgotten about her son and grandson.
41:51Why did she remember Charles so well?
42:03It's going to be Christmas soon.
42:05Shouldn't we get Dad back?
42:06I won't be able to fight him back in this condition.
42:09Stop giving me trouble.
42:13I would never acknowledge that gambler.
42:16He was the one who angered our grandmother into illness and caused our mother's death.
42:21He even took the money meant for treating my leg and ran away.
42:27If he didn't steal from me, I wouldn't have become a cripple.
42:31Someone might put a knife to my throat.
42:33If he came back and started to gamble again,
42:36my grandmother would often ask for her granddaughter-in-law.
42:40Charles, come in!
42:46Come in!
42:48Come in!
43:18There's no one there, Grandma.
43:20Something must be wrong with your eyes.
43:23My eyes?
43:29Shh!
43:41My grandmother sat at the side while enjoying the opera.
43:45She mumbled about how Charles promised to watch the opera with her,
43:49and how he would always spend time chatting with her whenever she was bored.
43:59It's really cold there, Holton.
44:00He might freeze to death.
44:02Maybe we should invite him inside.
44:04He wants to sleep with me.
44:21Don't hit him!
44:22I can't afford to pay his medical fees if you hurt him.
44:45Get out!
44:46Get out!
45:02Don't come in, Ethan!
45:12Get out!
45:14Get out!
45:15Get out!
45:39I said, get out!
45:43From where?
45:45I came in through the window.
45:46I almost lost my footing.
45:48This is the third floor.
45:50If I'm lucky enough, I'll accompany you in this condition after my fall.
45:54If I'm unlucky, I'll just...
45:57Charles Grant.
45:59He's more honest than you are.
46:04You can't even bear to hear something bad about me.
46:07How can you deny liking me?
46:17Would you be willing to be with me if I fell and became disabled?
46:22F. Chris.
46:23I've always been around, Dunes.
46:26Sleep old at Kermin Lassers and became disabled?
46:28Shut up!
46:30When I slept with you, it was for money.
46:33Now that I have enough, I have no reason to force myself.
46:39Little Holden between your legs is saying hi to me.
46:42He's more honest than you are.
47:09Your chest has gotten bigger.
47:23Stay away from me!
47:24You're disgusting!
47:27Who are you calling disgusting?
47:33You!
47:35Have some conscience, Charles.
47:37Stay away from me on account that I've saved you before.
48:01Do you feel happy bullying a disabled person?
48:08Yep.
48:09I'm elated.
48:11I realized you're more fun when you're paralyzed instead of crippled.
48:16I like you more than before, Holden.
48:19You're crazy.
48:23Your chest has gotten bigger.
48:29I won't be this way forever.
48:36My legs would become uglier with time and my temper would be worse.
48:40You'll have enough of me one day.
48:45To be honest, I'm looking forward to it.
48:48Have you forgotten I'm a pervert?
48:50You're just how I like it.
48:54It's cold.
48:55Let me in.
48:58Let me in.
49:18What happened to you?
49:20My dad forbidden me from seeing you, so I went on a hunger strike.
49:26I skipped nine meals in three days.
49:31If my brother didn't come home, I could have died.
49:37I miss you so much, Holden.
49:40Please.
49:41Hold me in your arms.
49:46You're still so young.
49:48You can't like a disabled man forever.
49:51You'll get tired of me.
49:53Just stay away from me.
49:55You'll make me want to kill you.
49:57I'll end up strangling you.
50:01Isn't it better for us to end here?
50:04I don't like you right now.
50:06Go ahead and strangle me.
50:08I don't know.«
50:23I don't know.
50:44Holden, you bastard!
51:00Grandma, Ethan wants to hit me!
51:02You stay away from him!
51:05I'm supposed to be her grandson.
51:08He's a guest. Show some manners.
51:13Charles did not treat himself as a guest.
51:15He didn't even treat me like a person.
51:17When it was sunny outside, he would push me out for a walk.
51:21The worst thing was that his enthusiasm didn't last long.
51:24He came back late at night again.
51:32Charles, if you meet someone you like, don't hide it from me.
51:36I'll let you go.
51:39Slow down.
51:41You're breaking me.
51:44Poor thing.
51:47Don't worry. I'll hold you tight.
51:49Holden, you bastard!
51:53This is your fault!
51:55Yes.
51:56This is all my fault.
51:59Charles got mad.
52:01He didn't come home for three days.
52:06It's better to look at him now.
52:09It'll give me a better appetite.
52:11He didn't message me nor give me a video call.
52:14I could only see him when he made a video call to my grandmother.
52:17But even then, he would cover the screen.
52:20Once I left, he would smile at my grandmother again.
52:22I made his favorite dishes and got his driver to deliver them to his office.
52:27But the driver said the front desk refused to let him in.
52:30So I wheeled myself inside.
52:31But no one stopped me.
52:41Stop working and have your lunch.
52:43This isn't work.
52:45I'm looking at a handsome man.
52:57Have lunch first.
52:59You can look at him later.
53:01It's better to look at him now.
53:03It'll give me a better appetite.
53:13I could no longer take it.
53:15I was about to leave when he showed me the screen.
53:18It was footage from a security camera.
53:20It was footage of me working on my abs in the gym.
53:26Why do you refuse to say anything nice to me?
53:29I had no idea when the security cameras were installed.
53:33While I was going crazy thinking of him, he could see me with a click of the mouse.
53:38How wonderful.
53:39This was so unfair.
53:42Aren't you a funny one?
53:44You stare at your phone a million times a day but refuse to call me first.
53:55I was looking at the time.
54:00Why do you refuse to say anything nice to me?
54:04Are you happy only after you finally get rid of me?
54:09I've never thought about getting rid of you.
54:16That better be true or I'll dismantle your wheels.
54:33I don't think we should do this in the office.
54:36What if someone walks in?
54:40No one will walk in.
54:42Come over right now.
54:49I don't think we should do this in the office.
54:59I shouldn't have believed him.
55:01We were halfway into it when his secretary came in with a document for her boss to sign.
55:28He's busy with something.
55:30You should come back later.
55:31Come over right now.
55:35Oh.
55:46Oh.
55:47Oh.
55:49Oh.
55:50Oh.
55:53Oh.
55:54Oh.
55:54Oh.
55:56Oh.
56:01we continued with our little escapade until sunset hands and mouths everywhere
56:05hips moving in that familiar desperate rhythm while he kept whispering how much he loved every
56:10broken part of me charles didn't want to take the car to go home but was too lazy to walk
56:14he stood at the back of my wheelchair and used my ears to navigate there are times i wanted to
56:20just
56:20kill you
56:32do you know what camellias mean
56:45how could you treat my love so lightly
56:50i didn't
56:53yes you did
57:06there are times i wanted to just kill you
57:09it hurts me to see you look like it doesn't matter to you if i left
57:17i'm sorry
57:21no one wants your apology
57:23just say something sweet to cheer me up holden
57:28what would you do if i fell for someone else
57:31drangle you
57:36that's better
57:41come on holden take me home
57:43you
57:44i mean
57:47you
57:47you
57:47you
57:47you
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